About Me
Hello, welcome to my Neocities website. I love it here, while people sit and spend their free time on social media or other parasitic things, I sometimes prefer to wander around Neocities, sometimes read a few pages of a book or just relax completely mentally and physically.
As for where my nickname Rubeus came from;
As for where my nickname Rubeus came from;
Rubeus Hagrid, J.K. He is a character in the Harry Potter series written by Rowling. What makes me think it must be Rubeus when I think of a nickname for himself: Rubeus is because Hagrid's personality is similar to mine. Hagrid is the perfect fit for me, as I've always imagined myself as someone who lives alone in a mountain chalet and has pets! Yes, I can't love the lives we live, I try to love, but I can't. Because standard and routine things, insincere commercial and social relations, living in concrete far from green, brown and blue... Most of the people have more than 90% energies, I feel it is very bad. I feel the energies of many of them as bad, not from afar, but the energy of everyone who approaches me, that is, everyone I see up close, seems to me as clear as a color. Achieving peace and happiness among such a group of people is a difficult task.
I want to escape but I don't know how to do it, I get locked up when I think about it. Normally I'm a seo and advertising specialist, working in my best friend's office. As a job, I am comfortable because I am in the business of many of my colleagues, but my soul is constantly looking for nature, air, animals and greenery. I can't get rid of it and I often get depressed about it.
I am currently 30 years old, I am a Gemini; maybe it can be said that I have variable moods due to my zodiac sign. My life has been full of good intentions for as long as I can remember, maybe sometimes I expressed my good intentions by getting angry or saying. But if I die right now, I'm not afraid of death because I've done everyone a favor in everything. The Almighty Creator does not welcome a person who has suffered thousands of times because of his good intentions and good will with torment and terrible things. I believe in this.
Speaking of believing, I don't know what position I am in religiously. I was born a Muslim in a Muslim country, but I was never satisfied. No matter what religion you are, the most important thing is to enter the state of surrender without falling into delusion. I know this well, but my mind never stops, I always think about something. Things that are difficult for my soul make me think, thinking over time delusions, and it pushes me out of good states. I hope that I will live with a true and truthful belief in my next life. pray for me.
How much and what can a person write to himself, that's it. Take care of yourselves.
I want to escape but I don't know how to do it, I get locked up when I think about it. Normally I'm a seo and advertising specialist, working in my best friend's office. As a job, I am comfortable because I am in the business of many of my colleagues, but my soul is constantly looking for nature, air, animals and greenery. I can't get rid of it and I often get depressed about it.
I am currently 30 years old, I am a Gemini; maybe it can be said that I have variable moods due to my zodiac sign. My life has been full of good intentions for as long as I can remember, maybe sometimes I expressed my good intentions by getting angry or saying. But if I die right now, I'm not afraid of death because I've done everyone a favor in everything. The Almighty Creator does not welcome a person who has suffered thousands of times because of his good intentions and good will with torment and terrible things. I believe in this.
Speaking of believing, I don't know what position I am in religiously. I was born a Muslim in a Muslim country, but I was never satisfied. No matter what religion you are, the most important thing is to enter the state of surrender without falling into delusion. I know this well, but my mind never stops, I always think about something. Things that are difficult for my soul make me think, thinking over time delusions, and it pushes me out of good states. I hope that I will live with a true and truthful belief in my next life. pray for me.
How much and what can a person write to himself, that's it. Take care of yourselves.